It was Fathers Day yesterday and I didnt contact my Dad.
As I said in a previous post, I think I have been put in the “too hard basket” by my family, which is why I dont hear from them much.
I in turn have done the same thing, because it is just stress I dont need.
But I have done this to people in general. There not in my “too hard basket” or maybe they are, I dont know, but if it is someone I dont hear from much, I just tend to shut them out.
I hibernate. It is less stressful to be at home with the kitties and bf in my safe place and just forget about the humans in the outside world.
It isnt that I hate them, but it is just easier.
Some of my friends I like very much and if they need my help and I could actually help, I would not hesitate.
Well Dad has just SMSed me asking how I am and really just dont want to reply.
I just want to disappear, but if I dont reply he might worry.
Ahhhhhhhhh, what to do…