Given Up

Not having a good day today.

Driving around in my car today, I actually listened to the lyrics sung by Chester Bennington from Linkin Park to the song Given Up.

I have been very emotional and teary for the rest of the day since realising what the lyrics were.

It still saddens me that he is gone, but listening to these lyrics, I can completely understand why.

They make so much sense in my head.

I have been thinking about how much of a relief it would be to not have to be here anymore and feel the way I do.

The only reason I have made it this far, is I dont know who will look after my 17 year old kitty like I do if I was not around anymore.

AND

I dont know quite how to end it without too much pain and be successful.

GIVEN UP lyrics

Wake in a sweat again
Another day’s been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I’ll never leave this place
There’s no escape
I’m my own worst enemy

I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I’m suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!

I don’t know what to take
Thought I was focused, but I’m scared
I’m not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow, somewhere
And no one cares
I’m my own worst enemy

I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I’m suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

God!

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery

I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I’m suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me….

 

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