I have four days off.
Ive only left the house to get milk across the road in three days.
I havent seen anyone otherwise.
Until tonight after a few wines, I went to a club a gambled a fair bit of money away.
It was boring and a waste of time.
bf is away, so noone will ever know.
I just dont care about anything.
If it wasnt for my cat, I just wouldnt bother.
If only the numbness/depression would end. Its been going on for years.
All I want to do is stay at home with my cat.
The only reason I bother with life and work, is to look after my cat.
I wish I could go to sleep for the last time.