I worked today and it went to quick.
I was feeling so great when I finished and still dont.
I dont remember if I took my Allegron last night or not.
Im feeling very flat.
My thoughts have been quite negative.
I looks so unattractive, my thighs look really fat in my jeans.
Im wishing I didnt buy the Meet & Greet ticket to 30 Seconds to Mars movie Artifiact at the end of the month.
Maybe if I looked better I would.
But I dont and will feel so self conscious and ugly.
I feel so ugly.
Not going to Xtend Barre class on Friday & Saturday, is not going help my fatness either.
I really wish the pain would end.
I wish I didnt have depression and anxiety issues.
It would be nice to be normal.
I just want it to stop.