I used to be a nice thin sized 10. I felt comfortable, even though some people told me I was too skinny.
Between last September ish and June 2012 I put on 10kgs and now I feel like a “fatty boom ba”!
Im assuming it was due to the lack of motivation and activity.
I try not to eat too much bad food. The more I try not to the harder it is.
During the day at work it is generally pretty easy to eat good food.
But when I get home I crave norty food.
Hopefully if we start doing two classes of kung fu and the fencing once a week, I will start to lose some weight.
It just seems that if I even look at food I get and feel fatter.
I so want to be 57kg again! Ive been told I was too skinny then, but I felt comfortable.
I still have my favourite jeans (3 pairs) that I really want to fit back into one day.
I just wish I could be more motivated to exercise more and more in control, so I wouldnt eat.
I am 6ft, so I can get away with a bit more than a shorter person, but I feel like a blob and even sometimes a beached whale! Im so embarrassed of the way I look. When I walk in the street I look at the ground.
Sometimes I catch people staring at me, I assume because of my huge thighs or bags under my eyes that I got from my mother because Im getting older. 😦
I wish I never had to go outside. My kitties dont care what I look like or what I wear. They love me anyways 🙂