I dont know why I bother.
I tell fellow bloggers to stay strong because I know how hard it can be.
I tell fellow bloggers that the kitties keep me going. I want to really believe that today. I do.
But what is the point?
I feel so unneeded.
I never hear from my family. I say I dont mind, but I dont feel like they care. I didnt talk to my Mum every week, but I knew she cared.
I miss her.
Im in the too hard basket and I guess they are in my too hard basket.
The two contractors keep me out of everything and our teem leader is a contractor too. Im permanent.
I feel left out and unneeded. Im so bored. It’s a pity we spend most of our life at work. 😦
After I had to take a lot of time off over a period of 18 months, it just got worse and worse and I became more and more left out. The team leader wont say anything. He doesnt like to deal with these kind of situations and neither do management.
Ive never done anything to them.
BUT, I have to go so I can support me and the kitties. So there is no way out.
My health isnt 100% so I cant change jobs. Im stuck.
I know my post is a “poor me” rant, but I feel like crap and have noone I can tell.
What does one do?
I have one answer…