I have had my troubles with my bf, but I do love him and I am far from perfect and sure I am frustrating as well at times.
But I know he loves me, he just finds it hard to express himself, as most guys do.
He was worried for a while that he would come home to me dead.
I promised him that I would not take my life because I would not do that to him or leave my kitties behind.
I find it frustrating that he cant express himself and tell me how he feels. I understand that it is not easy for him to express himself and hug me or help me when I am feeling the way I do.
He is the best man I have ever met and he is trying as best he can, especially with his grumpiness/crankiness.
I dont expect him to fix things, I just wish he could hug me or help me when I am struggling. I understand that he might not know how to.
He tells me he was not brought up in an affectionate, touchy family.
I try to understand, but it is sometimes hard when I am feeling like I do.
He is a good man. I hope one day he feel comfortable with feeling.