I didnt go to work today. I stayed at home all day and slept most of it.
Im sooooooo tired all the time. Im not sure why. It doesnt matter if I sleep 6 hours or 12 hours, I just feel tired.
It is so hard to leave the house. It is a struggle every day.
bf doesnt know. He went to work before me, so will assume I got out of bed and went to.
When bf is working on Saturday or Sunday or both, I dont leave the house and spend most of the day in bed.
Im over being so exhausted all the time.
Other than than I feel much the same – flaaaaaaaaaat. I dont get enjoyment from much. Just my kitties.
We have tickets to Smashing Pumpkins tonight and even though they are my favourite band, I would rather stay home in my PJs and go to bed early.
Last year, we had tickets to 30 Seconds to Mars. I missed it. I just couldnt bear it. My anxiety and panic attacks were a lot worse back then. I think that was last year. Or was it the year before?? Cant remember. Like most things I cant remember.
I had to swallow a few valiums for the last Marilyn Manson gig we saw.