I also feel If I did die, it would take family and friends a long time to even notice I was gone.
Lately on Facebook I have started to feel like I am invisible to all but a select few people. I guess it comes from no longer playing mafia wars and therefor not having anything in common with most of the people who are still on my friends list (130 people).
One thing I have noticed about myself, especially on the days when I feel most depressed is how needy I am. I like to feel like people are interested in me as a person and crave attention and affection. Let me give you an example of this, I posted the following as a status update on Facebook yesterday
“How would you know how I am, you never ask!”
This was posted over 24 hours ago and ONE person responded to it! one out of 130 “friends”!
I am the sort of person who doesn’t like always having to make the…
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