today…

Im feeling OK today.  Flat, but OK.

I could just lay in bed and do nothing.

I feel nothing.  I feel empty.

I guess it is better than feeling like a was recently.  Really depressed, thinking about death and feeling heavy.

Im not sure if it is the medication that makes me feel nothing.  Im assuming it is.  It just gets rid of the feeling and the depression to some degree and then you are left with nothing.

 

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