my mum

I miss my mum.

I miss her hugs.  Noone else can match her hugs.  Im never going to have one of her hugs again.

Mum passed away February 2007 from cancer.

She ate healthy, exercised, didnt smoke, drank a shandy maybe once a year and was a good person.

She didnt deserve it.

There are so many bad people out there that arent good people that deserve it more than all the good people that get cancer.

Dad didnt help.  The lies about his girlfriend, that he told her he never had.

I still think stress can contribute to people getting cancer.

Stringing her on for so long.  She loved him.  I dont think she knew how to love anyone else after 43 years of marraige.

Dad and his girlfriend are happy together.  Ive accepted it because he is my Dad and the only one I will ever have.  BUT I will never forgive him.

Nan (Mum’s Mum) passed away last year.  I hope they are together wherever they are.  Keeping each other company.

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