This feeling inside just never really seems to go away.
It just magnifies when other humans make it so.
As life goes by I seem to come across more “horrible” and sometimes nasty people that just exacerbate the deep feelings of hurt inside, so that it never really goes away.
I don’t belong here with these people. I don’t fit in with mean humans. It’s just not in me to be mean to others and try and make there lives any harder than it need to be.
Of course I know some good humans, but there just seems to be more of the not so nice ones.
And others just sit back and let it happen because they’re probably too afraid to say something or don’t really care.
Mean people at work are definitely one of my biggest weaknesses. It really gets me down. And when management don’t do anything about it and seem to listen to these people rather than the many it affect, what can you do?
It’s been going on for a while and now the headspace I’m in makes me unable to interview for other jobs.
I wish I could leave this earth.